Hi semua,
assalamualaikum.
If you see in
my blog, there just recipes and skincare routines or tips. But basically, I will
update more on recipes rather than skincare haha. Yahh, because im not the one
who always take care of my skin. Im lazy tho haha. Plus, I have skin that are
not too sensitive, I just have pigmentation problems and a lil bit of acne.
Okay, so in
this page you will not see ANY tips or recipes haha.
I just wanna
share my story. Kind of sad story. Okay, I’ll be writing in BAHASA ROJAK okeii
hahaaha
As you see in
the title is about ‘HAJJ 2019’. I can’t remember in what month me and my
parent got offer to go to hajj in this year. I AM ETERNALLY HAPPY!! Actually, I’ve
got it when I was 17. But at that time, we denied the offer. Yahh, I was 17 and
I was seating for SPM at that year. That was 2016. I was sad at that time, but
not too sad because I must seat for my SPM! So, I redha jelah time tu kan haha.
3 years after
that, we’ve got another offer from TH. Sebab Tarikh permohonan seterusnya yang
my abah letak memang 2019 pon. And just like I said, I AM ETERNALLY HAPPY FOR
THE OFFER!!
Abah nak
tolak jugak this year punya sebenarnya. And I said, “takpela, adik ikut abah je”.
Esoknya, I talked to abah, “abah, kalau abah taknak pi, boleh tak along ke
angah ke sapa sapa jadi mahram adik? Adik nak pi,,”. One of the reasons, musim
haji elok time cuti sem and this is the second offer. So, I thought I’ve
matured enough to go. Yahh, its not about matured but it’s about rezq! And then
a few days after that, abah kata okaylah, kita accept the offer. And once
againnnnn, I AM ETERNALLY INFINITELY HAPPY WITH THE DECISION!!! And mama time
tu pon, memang nak pi. Its my first time, mama abah, its their second time. And
okay, abah isi boring semua, hantar pi dekat TH semua tu.
Sorry once
again, I can’t remember at what month; mama jatuh sakit.
On the way to
Pahang (nak hantar my sister), abah kata abah dengar macam bunyi sesak nafas. Tapi
abah ingat bunyi kereta, so dia tanya my kakak, bunyi apa tu? My mom slept at
the backseat. And the sounds came from her. Mama berpeluh gila time tu. And my
kakak and abah so panic. But not so panic because my sis work at hospital, so
they sent my mom to clinic if I’m not mistaken. Then doc said my mom punya lung
berair and her bp was too high. 200++ taksilap. And they called paramedic to
send my mom to hosp. temerloh. And my mom warded for 2 nights ke 1 tah. Tak ingat.
After knowing that news, my siblings semua dah gerak pergi temerloh. And I am
the only one dekat Perlis. I was so sad, I knew it after balik dari main
volleyball. Terkejut sangat sangat. But time tu tak rasa nak nangis lagi. I have
final exam esoknya, last paper. It was math logic. But after knowing semua
orang nak gerak temerloh, I really really sad sebab I AM NOT BESIDE MY MOM WHEN
SHE NEED US! And I called abah, my sisters to ask her condition. I said to them,
kalau mama dah larat, adik nak cakap dengan mama tau. And esok paginya, I called
abah to ask the same thing, and I said the same thing. Abah cakap, takpela,
bagi mama rehat dulu, adik okay? – abah tanya; at this time aku memang menangisssss
dekat court volleyball tu. Cannot hold it anymore! Anyway, that night pon I dah
menangs gila bapak dah before tidur. And went to court with panda eyes haha. Esoknya
mama dah larat, so I talked to her and bla bla bla. Esoknya lagi mama dah boleh
keluar. Alhamdulillah
After tahu benda
ni, abah lagi macam was was nak pergi ke taknak due to my mom’s condition. And abah
cakap, accept je dulu then kalau mama tak okay kita buat permohonan tolak
tawaran. Kalau buat before Ramadhan, no need to charge anything. Sebab once
kita dah accept, dia tolak terus duit dalam acc TH kita. So if kita tolak
before Ramadhan, the money will be refund lah. But if not, they will take berapa
percent tah from 10,000 as denda or their upah la.
Lepas dah
accept, we went for kursus haji and so on lah kan. Then, they called us to make
medical check-up. We went to KK Kuala Selangor tak silap. And kita ambil darah
dan sebagainya lah. Me and abah dah siap dah, and we got KUNING haha. Sebab I have
asthma and abah ada gout macam tu lah. Dia
ada hijau, kuning, oren, hitam. Hijau – takde penyakit. Kuning – ada penyakit
tapi boleh kawal. Oren – penyakit kronik tapi boleh pergi atas nasihat pakar. Hitam
– memang tak dibenarkan pergi. I siap paling first la among the three of us. Muka
I after lulus tu like bangga gila depan ayah I, haha. Just joking laa time tu
kan. Then, abah punya turn, alhamdulillah lulus mcm I jugak. And lepas kita dua
dah settle, we search for mama. Mama tak siap lagi. Kitorang tanya my teacher
(mama’s friend) mana mama? Lepastu dia cakap, tadi Nampak pegi makmal ambil
darah lagi la kot. Pastu Nampak mama datang dari makmal masuk klinik balik. Abah
cakap, adik pegilah tengok mama. I pon masuk dalam bilik doc tu. And she said “ohh,
ini anaknya.. takpelah pergi dengan ayah je lah ye..” okay this time sumpah aku
pelik gila and rasa takut. “minta maaf lah makcik, makcik memang tak boleh
pergi… sebab kat sana panas, nanti makcik minum banyak, tak elok untuk kidney
makcik.” I was like seriously??? Am I hear the right thing??? I ask the doc, “memang
tak boleh pergi ke?” doc said, “ya, tak boleh ckd mak awak dah stage 4.” My mom
said “takpelah doc, saya dah kali kedua dah” at this time the doc like lega
sikit sebab dia sebolehnya nak my mom pegi la kan… but I was too angry jugak
this time, later I tell hahaha.
Then, I keluar
from the room and tell abah, “doctor cakap mama tak boleh pergi.” This time air
mata sumpah dah bergenang, and I don’t want anyone t see my tears, so I pandang
tempat lain. Abah tengok I, dia Nampak la aura sedih tu kan, so dia masuk bilik
tu, I try tu reda kan emosi I hahaha. After that, dah nak balik, kit akene tunjuk
the result dekat manager TH tu tau. Then dia akan tanda la siapa boleh pi siapa
tak boleh. Abah cam dah kamcing tau ngan the manager hahaha. Then abah mcm try
tanya, tak boleh ke nak repeat test? Dia cakap, tak bolehla, sebab doc dh ckp
mcm tu.. okay lepas tu kita semua pergi lunch pung pang pung pang, then balik
rumah
Okay the part
yg I said I marah gila tu sebab apa tau? Sebab the doc cakap, kalau pergi pakar
neuro pon diorang takkan lepaskan ? dia sembang dengan kawan dia la sebab dalam
satu billik ada 2 doc. Pastu another doc said, haah tak boleh. I macam marah
time ni, kenapa kau cakap kalau? Kenapa kau tak buat surat suruh my mom just go
make appt with the specialist? I balik, tu kita semua cerita la kat my sis kan,
and I said exactly same like this!! I was so angry la hahaha.
**cerita ni Panjang
lagi tauu haha, so wait for the next part okay, I wanna sleep haha*
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